Thursday, January 22, 2009
19 Jan came and gone...
kinda strange tt it took mi today to realize tt 19th January was alr over... hiaz y do i have to rem... damn super emo now...
hiaz if tt day we never break up... would we still be happily celebrating tis day??
haha but guess what done is alr done... juz tt being tog for 2 and a half year... it just so hard to forget the pain... and when i tot i got it over with... i juz had to rem 19 january again... man memories is such a pain.
People always say happy memories are suppose to be kept. But y do i feel so sad when i see the memories again. i rather someone just erase it away... hehx i'm acting like a spoilt brat now...
Aniwae i promise myself i will get it over with. it just part and parcel of life... trying to numb myself with music. work and everything i can find... until now there's no more you...
Till now i still dun understand... i kept asking myself if i wasnt good enuff, is it because i cannot gif you enuff time or is it my lessened affection... but what the use of understanding now... can it change anything? haha i'm kidding myself...
Hey but i grow stronger man... i can take on anything... i can see my flaws so clearly now, and i'm changing, to be a better person... guess tt wat they sae... you got to lose somthing to gain something in return...
Aniwae Thanks for being there for me for the 2 and a half year... thanx for the care and love you given me... i sincerely wish you well. Just like 19 jan tt came and gone, i also haf to move on..
Posted by Kim at 6:54 AM
